Time

I'm trying to enjoy myself and take life in. I'm in a self improvement mode right now, and I would like to be in a happier place by summertime this year. I would like to just generally happier and satisfied with things by then. Lord knows I'm a hell of a lot better that I was just two years ago. But there is always room for improvement. I would like to met someone and settle down. At times I feel left behind, most of my old running boys and friends are married and have kids or are in the works. I can't see myself there yet but right now I don't even have any prospects. That's what ties into the self improvement angle. I really haven't felt good about myself in a long time. Bad jobs, bad situations, and too many assholes around me has taken a toll. Like I said I believe things are picking up.