Time

I'm trying to enjoy myself and take life in. I'm in a self improvement mode right now, and I would like to be in a happier place by summertime this year. I would like to just generally happier and satisfied with things by then. Lord knows I'm a hell of a lot better that I was just two years ago. But there is always room for improvement. I would like to met someone and settle down. At times I feel left behind, most of my old running boys and friends are married and have kids or are in the works. I can't see myself there yet but right now I don't even have any prospects. That's what ties into the self improvement angle. I really haven't felt good about myself in a long time. Bad jobs, bad situations, and too many assholes around me has taken a toll. Like I said I believe things are picking up.

Death

This past weekend I had the disturbing experiance of finding out my friend's cat is terminal. I also found out later that my mom's cat died overnight. Both cats are 15 years old, both are pains in the ass, and both are very much loved. My mom's cat "whiskers" was a 20lb monster, he was a very friendly , personable cat who enjoyed getting his belly rubbed. It was painful to be the one to have to recover the body, dig a hole and bury him. But I couldn't let my mother do it, she was a wreck. I'm going to miss that cat he was special, he would look at you like he was reading your mind.

Unfortunatly I don't think my friend's cat is going to last alot longer either. I'm still awaiting to hear from the Vet for the test results.

Man the last month or so has been trouble and tough MENTALLY. Things are coming at everyone I know hard and fast. It hasn't been like this for awhile so I guess we're overdue. That's no comfort.

More stickers coming soon

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